Difficulites make us grow…Growing is good.
I found this quote in the newspaper last week. Man does it fit! It made me think of all the ways I’ve grown in the past year. I’ve grown up so much, yet I’m still a little girl inside. I’m not a very comfortable person, meaning I’m not comfortable giving others control, but that’s changed. I’ve let people have control over my life…wait, I’ve actually only let one person have control over my life. And you know what I like it, I like that we think the same, he’ll drive my car, he’ll support me in my times of need, he calls me on my issues, he pays for my dinner and movies, etc. I’ve never been one to just get in a car and go with no word about where we were going, but I have now…I’m kinda proud of myself.
So, what started as a friendship, and still is, has me thinking about more. Problem is I now don’t know what to do. Do I fess up, like I haven’t been dropping hints…or do I just let it go? See Difficulties…I know our friends are giving him shit about us and I’ve had to deal with it too. Can’t everyone leave us alone? Let us figure it out on our own.
Thanks to someone for putting the thought of dating him in my brain…once again it gets me in trouble.